It's already a few days past my 20th birthday. I initially intended to start a new blog/journal on my birthday but things happened and it totally slipped my mind.

I just feel like it would be great to keep a short note as such on a daily basis. To reflect on daily happenings and might put a grin on how silly I was that time and sorts. And I did keep some blogs of this sort in the past.... But past begone lol too.... embarrassing....

Well, to start things off, I am gonna be a vegetarian for a week from today on, until Wesak Day! *fired up*

An idea initiated by my elder sis and I thought, why not?! Lol. Cause things really aren't going my way recently. Sitting at home with University of Melbourne offer in hand but lacking financial support from my family and no good news from the scholarship programmes which I had applied to.

Was hoping that I would get an offer from a Singapore University but it got shot down (gonna write in an appeal soon :'( ), at least an offer for admission if not scholarship... *sigh* I mean... My results are not straight A* but at least it's a straight A's.... And I'm not applying for Medicine too...

Oh well... Life goes on... I'm gonna stay local then... I should have taken up the Matriculation offer after my SPM that time, is what I would have said some time ago. But now, I know that there's no use complaining, instead, I should learn something from my mistakes and move on.

And so, why not go vegie for a week and maybe my luck would turn for the better :) Honestly, I'm not that holy myself (having beef as my favourite even though there's a Guanyin idol right in my living room) but no harm trying. Perhaps I would be more of a believer from then on and stop taking beef and sorts.

Ugh... Another thing is that after a month or so transferring to the morning session, I am transferred back to the afternoon session. Although I am really just a temporary teacher, I do feel I should be responsible in what I do... But... The students... I just can't get them to focus on what I'm teaching... And... I am bad at handling kids/younger teenagers... They don't like listening to me... *sigh* urgh my throat hurts.... *glugs down some 100 plus*

Alright! Vegies for a week!!